I am just grabbing a minute to give a quick update as I have my youngest son home after he was a very brave little soldier yesterday having 4 adult and one baby tooth out under a general anaesthetic.
He has some condition where his adult teeth are not all forming normally and are very weak.
An update, I am no longer in no mans land as such as my first post miscarriage period has hit like a hurricane. Today is cd3 and I have been in agony since yesterday morning (which made being at the hospital even harder of course) I had read that the first one after a miscarriage can be rough as there is sometimes more stuff to lose (without being too graphic)
But I was not prepared for it being so much like reliving the miscarriage and so physically painful too.
I started back on my Clomid last night too, that was horrible as I really do suffer with side effects from it and it feels like another kick in the teeth to be having to take it again so soon.
We are due to see the fertility specialist next month, I say "We" but I have no idea whether it will be just me to see them again as hubby has not said a word each time I mention it and is still so moody it is not worth starting the whole debate until nearer the time.
I will be taking the Clomid until Monday (cd6) and then will need to start the whole hassle of testing for ovulation a week later.
I dread to think how many ovulation tests I must have taken on this journey but it must be at least 100 plus as I take several a day and as I ovulate late it goes on for most of each month.
My kids break up for half term soon and that is when I should have been having my 12 week scan, I try not to think of these dates etc as they cut too deep but I really cannot help it.
Anyway think I am babbling here, I am soooooo tired.
I will update again soon, wonder when I might ovulate THIS cycle, even on Clomid it is not consistant.
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