Jubilee Weekend

As the title says this is the jubilee bank holiday weekend. I amazingly actually have hubby home for more than a weekend.

It is 60 years of having Queen Elizabeth running things, pretty amazing really.

It has been quite a manic weekend, Saturday we did our usual shopping, banking etc as hubby works till late all week it is the only time we can do the boring things.
Then Sunday hubby took us to visit his parents and we had a bar b q despite the lousy weather (lots of running in and out the garden)
It was not an easy day really as I had not seen some of the family since before my miscarriage and they had not been told so of course the question of how is the trying to get pregnant going came up.

Then Monday I had aranged to go to my friends house for a jubilee get together, I had really wanted to go as I have not seen my friends since before the miscarriage either.
But I got a phonecall from my dad in the morning reminding me we had promised to come to their local pub for a bar b q and as it is very awkward to get together with my family (for reasons I cannot  go into) and because the boys had not seen their grandparents for over 2 months and as we had promised, I could not say no without it causing major problems.
I felt lousy letting my friends down, but there was no way I could win.

Today we are just chilling out watching more jubilee footage on tv and dvds before hubby returns to work tomorrow.
My dad wants to take the kids to the cinema with me (and mum of course) tomorrow as they did not do it during the last school holiday when the kids last saw them, the day they babysat so I could attend hubby's aunt's funeral.

On the ttc front...
I started back on the Clomid medication this cycle, back to the joy of side effects and raised hopes.
Today is cd14 and amazingly I have got a positive ovulation test!!!!!
It is only the 2nd time I have got one this early, even the month I did fall pregnant it was cd16.
Still going to try not to get my hopes up but at the very least it means I should have a nice short 28 day cycle for a change.

Sunday I should have been 12 weeks pregnant and tomorrow was when my 12 week scan was booked for so I desperately need something positive to try to focus on as it is hurting so much right now.
Hubby is starting to worry about me and says it is not "healthy" for me to keep track of dates and how far along I would/should have been, but I really cannot help it.

I wear the angel charm he bought me everyday.

Anyway think that is all updates I have for now.