Not long to go now

Well here I am at the start of yet another cycle, every one it is that much harder to feel positive.


It is the first week of the Summer Hols here and tomorrow is mine and hubby's 10th wedding anniversary, hubby bless him will of course be working as usual. I however do have a hot date to have ears syringed lol
A
when hubby does get home I think we will be doing our usual celebratory trip to Pizza Hut with the kids.
I did organise a party in a local bar last Saturday, it was just for friends as my parents were babysitting for us so we decided it would be unfair to have family there is my parents could not be there.


I had managed to get in touch with an old school friend of hubby's via Facebook who was so keen to come he replied to the invite within seconds and kept sending v enthusiatic messages about the party saying he was bringing a surprise guest.
As it turns out the surprise guest was his brother who hubby had also known and who made te effort to come while his brother, hubby's actual school friend did not and did not make the effort to contact hubby who I know was very disappointed.


I have to say most people were great at letting us know if they could not make it and only hubby's and one of my friends did not bother to let us know they were not coming (despite already saying they would be there)

Anyway back to the trying to conceive thing, it is now only about 2 weeks till our appointment with the fertility people and before then we have a much needed long weekend in lovely Cornwall (where we went for our first holiday alone together) although obviously we will have our 3 boys with us lol.
Hubby has just been on the phone double checking the date and time of our appointment as he needs to book the day off work (yet another joy of him working so far away) he is trying to get his dentist appointment booked for the same day so he does not have to miss more time.


This cycle I feel particularly low about it all so am not really following my cycle too closely and have not even bought any more ovulation tests as we have bought so many and got nowhere.
By the time of our appointment it should be about 2 weeks to my next dreaded period so hopefully they will be able to tell us something lol.


Will of course keep you posted....