Well here we are February 1st (White Rabbits - always say that for luck on first day of a month since I was little)
This month/cycle we have bought some of these Clearblue ovulation tests that I have read about other women trying.
Hubby is was not thrilled with the price of them, we went to the chemist and they were...£19.99 for a box of 7, then when we got home I looked them up on eBay and you can get them for like £8.. whooops!
These things are depressing me already and I have only taken 2 (you are apparently meant to test daily) they look and work like pregnancy tests so every time I see one without that all important second line it is just like seeing yet another negative pregnancy test
So right now the plan is to keep taking these daily tests, as apparently this is THE week, think I might have to buy more tests on eBay though as I am beginning to wonder whether maybe I ovulate later than I thought as I can't see why things didn't work out for us last month!
I am a little scared to be honest that I will spend all this month taking these tests up until my next period and will not get the sign that I am ovulating.
1 month today I will be 36 and with having endometreosis I am terrified I am going to hit the menopause early.
Oh well trying to stay positive is a bit harder this month
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