Thursday, 27 January 2011

DEFINITELY not my month

Well I can officially confirm I have not managed to conceive this month, I can confirm this because I am now in the second week of the period from HELL!!!!

As much as I know I should know better by now I admit I was still a little hopeful when my period started so light, I kept searching the internet for stories of women having periods but still being pregnant.
It does seem to happen and in fact during two of my other pregnancies I did have bleeding, you see I have the ever helpful condition/disease endometreosis which although a total nightmare when it comes to pain. bleeding and yuckiness, it does manage to give mmy imagination an excuse to carry on dreaming of positive pregnancy tests when deep down I know I have missed the boat that particular month.

My monthly cycles appear to be as regular as clockwork in that something starts happening every 28 days, but every month for as long as I can remember now it has also meant as regular as clockwork I have a really light period for exactly 5 days and on that fifth day when my monthly visitor SHOULD be well and trully leaving, I am instead starting ANOTHER 4/5 days of another much heavier visit!

So my poor darling husband is now preparing himself for another month of ME!!!!!
That is if this period EVER ends!!!!!

Fingers crossed for a February conception and a ;positive result on the First Response test I still have tormenting me from the shelf of our bathroom cabinet.

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