After all my/our efforts this month I really though this would be my month!!
I did everything right, I used the ovulation prediction tests religiously to work out exactly when I was going to ovulate, then we did the deed more often than I think I ever have lol.
I tried to ignore every little symptom, the queeziness, the sore boobs, the twinge type pains that reminded me of the ones I had with my first pregnancy, everything!
Then I even started using an online fertility chart that I had to input my information and it worked out when I would ovulate, when my fertile days were, even when I should start ovulation and pregnancy testing.
Going by my usual 29 day cycles I had worked out my dreaded period was due on the 20th, but when I inputed the date I had a positive result on my ovulation test (day 18 of my cycle) it pushed the date of my period forward to the 23rd.
But on the evening of the 18th I started spotting, this has got a little heavier although still not very bright in colour, I am telling myself that this is my period and NOT an implantation bleed as the lovely ladies on the trying to conceive forum are suggesting as I am just sick of disappointment and raised hopes.
Last week I even took the plunge and ordered one of those online psychic conception readings, it said I would not concieve until early June this year and that I would give birth to a little girl in March next year.
So I am telling myself to believe I won't conceive until then for now.
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