Monday, 17 October 2011

Ups and Downs, literally

Here we are starting what us TTCers call the two week wait.
Although not totally sure I am at that stage of my cycle or not as I seem to have had 2 lots of positive ovulation test times.

I tested last Wednesday when my online chart thingy said I was due to ovulate (going by my long cycles) and got a positive, then they went negative again untill I bought some ClearBlue ones on Saturday and got another positive result, then out of curiosity or should that be out of the need to torture myself, I used a cheapie
internet pregnancy test and it came out positive.

Now any readers out there, please do NOT go getting excited for me, this has happened before and it was the cheapie tests picking up the ovulation hormone, even though everything I read says they are NOT meant to.
I then took a ClearBlue pregnancy test (I know a lot of people say they are not that sensitive early on) and it was negative anyway.
We did dtd (Do The Deed) anyway that night just incase.
Quite impressive as this was also the day I did my first ever Zumba class (OMG they are intense lol)

So on Sunday I took another CB ovulation  test and again it was positive and so was the cheapie pregnancy test I took another of for some stupid reason.
We didn't manage to DTD that night.
Well I have just taken another CB ovulation test and again it was positive so that is 3 days in a row of positive ovulation tests.
I have been good and NOT taken another cheapie pregnancy test as I am convincing myself it is just picking up on the ovulation hormones.
My plan is to keep taking ovulation tests and if they are positive for more than 4 days (as I have had 3 days of them before) I might THEN take another test, also the alternative plan is to keep taking the ovulation tests and once/if they go negative I will then take another cheapie pregnancy test and see what that says.

I have to say I am pretty frustrated right now (and nooooo not because we didn't DTD last night lol) it is actually because I received a letter from the hospital last Thursday telling me they have changed my all important appointment with the fertility specialist that was meant to be at the end of November to the end of bloody January!!!
No explanation whatsoever, no other options suggested, NOTHING
So I have just contacted the patient liason people as this is not fair, they might have their reasons (Possibly something to do with how it might make their waiting lists appear I have been told) but this is already stressful enough.
Now it will be over 5 months between appointments and not the 3 months the specialist himself wanted.
So now I have to wait even longer for test results and to see whether I will be put on Clomid for ovulation as has been mentioned.

GRRRRRR

I have also been silly and ordered another online psychic reading and am still waiting in hope of that bringing me positive news.

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