Here we are, September again and the start of another school year. It is a bit different though this year, firstly because my eldest son kicked arse in his GCSEs and is now begining his A Levels!!!
He beat all expectations and predictions and gained an A in Sociology and 5 Cs in Maths, English Language, Science (which he also got a BTEC C in) Food Technology and History
As soon as he opened that envelope he announced he wanted to do A Levels and not the BTEC at college.
So today he begins his Sociology, Health and Socialcare and Media studies courses.
My middle son is starting his GCSE courses and my youngest is in his second to last year of primary school.
Also this is the first time in 3 years I am not not starting the school term at work, as I gave it up for many reasons including supporting my son through the stress of his GCSEs.
So what other news do I have???....
Ha, fooled you, nooooo I am still not pregnant
But we are of course still trying and hubby is still convinced it will happen for us, even after all this time.
Hubby finally told his very surprised family that we are trying, we were on holiday with all his family!!! (Possibly did not help with my stress levels lol along with the fact hubby was ill again and we ended up rushing to see the private doctor on our FIRST morning as his throat was closing up - soooo scary again)
Towards the end of the holiday I was getting a bit upset as father in law kept commenting that I was broody everytime I looked at, held or spoke to a baby and hubby said nothing, then one night he suddenly told his mum who seemed happy at the idea, but of course assumed we are trying for a girl and told me how happy hubby would be to have a little girl.
So now we are home again and playing the trying and waiting game, today is day 22 in my cycle, we got home from holiday on Sunday and on Monday I took a digital ovulation test and got a positive, the next day it was negative (I normally get 2/3 days of positive results) so although we did the deed as they say, lol on Sunday night (God knows where we got that energy from), Monday morning, Monday night and even Tuesday night.
I cannot understand where we are going wrong as we have tried religiously whenever that smiley face or line have shown us the green light on those ovulation prediction kits, but maybe the key is to carry on for a few more days AFTER those precious positives????
More and more of my lovely cyber friends on the trying to conceive forum I post on are falling pregnant and pretty soon I will be the last one still trying.
Oh well, got to keep beleiving I guess, but that is getting sooooo much harder to keep doing.
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