Not my month

Well I was feeling so positive a week ago, I was feeling sick on and off all day everyday, I had all the right aches and pains and I was so pleased with my unusually strong will power in not dashing out to Boots to buy a pregnancy test.

I had already decided that despite all the promises made by the likes of First Response and Clearblue to give you a result before your period (or af as all those forums call it) is even due.
Nope not me, not this time I was waiting untill the weekend after my period was due (it was due Tuesday, so this was a real test of self control for me lol)

I did have to relent a little annd test on the Friday (Yesterday) as my friends had aranged a good old drink up , or BIG PISS UP!! as she actually called it in her text lol
So I thought I would test that morning.
I did start 'spotting' a day before, but tried to fool myself that this could also be a good sugn and I read so many other women had had it and were still pregnant.

So Friday morning I took my youngest son to school and spoke to one of the very few people I had told we were/ARE even trying for a baby, she was relieved to hear I was "Finally" taking a test and I promised to go straight to the chemist and straight home to test and that I would do the test as soon as I got home and that she would be the first to hear any result!

I was suprised when I saw I could get a pack of two First Response 'Early Result' tests for £7.99!!
I planned to take one test that day and then retest a week later.

As I know you are likely to get a more accurate result if you take the pregnancy test using your first wee of the day (as it is more concentrated), but did not have the test first thing that morning, I had been resourceful and had saved the norning's sample in an old contact lense pot I had cleaned out.

So I rushed home, trying to convince myself the test would be negative but at the same time imagining telling my husband he was going to be a dad again!

I barely got my coat off as I rushed upstairs and did the test!
But as you can tell from the title, it was not good news!! :(

It was not a great day, but at least getting my period this morning might stop me getting so hopeful and excited next time...

But I doubt it.